Hi again,
Its me, and i will continue my story, lately.
About the accident few days ago, when my ex came to my dorm and made me felt awkward, its done.
Saturday night, he, again texted me and said that he wanna came over. Because i thought that i do, need to talk with him, bout what exactly he wants so i replayed his message “yeah, just come then”. I felt asleep while waiting him, but i awake when i heard someone knocked my door. Its him. in my dorm, we talked about his job “is everything going well?” “yep, but i still need to distribute so many magazine, maybe at Monday”
You know, at that time, i felt like nothing ever happened between us, include the broke up. I’m happy to be next to him. Won’t be a procrastinator, I asked him “what exactly do you want from me?” he said “have no idea”, “are you want everything going back to the first place? no relationship but keep seeing each other?” he said “yes, that’s what i want”. After keep silent for few minutes, i said “okay, lets start again like where it was”.
After get the straight way like that, i felt free. No shake again through my heart, no pain, and it made me easy to move on.
Sunday at noon, my senior who i told you before called me and again asked me for the second times “how bout your feelin’? i need your answer, you already knew my feeling upon you. Don’t say “perhaps’ and don’t hang me up”. After I explained my reason why not answer him, my consideration bout his bestfriends who also do like me few years ago, I said “i will give you the answer by message”.
“iya, iye, ok, mau 
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So, this is my ‘few times’ new life.
Wish me luck, again.
